Thursday, 20 November 2014

Letter to God

Dear God,

How are you? Hope you are doing so well right up there.As you know that talking to you has become my routine hence I am writing this letter in order to express my gratitude to you.Since Pooja had left 1 year before so now you are the only one left whose brain I can eat.:-) And the best part of this is that my heart is so convinced that you are listening to me.You know  that after observing last few events of my life and this world around me..I have found that you have blessed me matter..Where I am standing today? What I am doing today? But you have always helped in all my ways without expecting any thing from me.

Even last shot of yours was really commendable.I am so very thankful to you for that as this time I had lost all my hope....and you did it in the very last moment .The best thing about this last event is that you had created heartbreaking ways for me by not helping me at the very first moment.Damn ! You ditched me four times..:-P.How come you test people like this? Anyway this last episode among others has again restored my lost faith in you.And now I frankly claim before everyone that really " NO ONE IS YOURS EXCEPT GOD ALONE".Bas ! We don't understand his language. Along with this,I also want to thank you for making me a human,not every one is blessed with this.After making me a human..You've made me a girl with above normal IQ and gave me this healthy body with which I can conquer any war in this world,no matter whether I have enough money in my pocket or not? You have given me a wonderful family and some good friends. You've made me courageous and given me strength to see the dreams and to follow them.Blessed me with a heart which can feel the pain of others.I thank you for all those people who are giving me strength by their presence and some others who are helping me to grow in pain by their betrayals. Yes ! God,May be my life is not perfect but it is good.And list simply doesn't end here.

At this moment ,there is still one business which is unfinished from very long and you have had tested enough me for this.So I request you to help me to complete this too.

Ending this letter with a request to just maintain my loved ones which you have already given me.Blessed them with long, healthy and happy life.Cause in their happiness lies mine.Looking forward for your unconditional love and support.

Yours obediently,

PS: Writing letters to God can be more healing than seeking help from people around you.Raise expectations from the Lord not from humans.You will always remain at peace.

Greeting Cards-A Perfect Way of Expression

I am very passionate about this particular aspect of any relationship where you put so much of effort while selecting a perfect card for your loved ones. And for me it is more precious than an expensive gift. Hey listen! I am not talking about those cards which people usually purchase just for the sake of purchasing them because for me what you have written inside is equally important and for that you need to take out your time for me. I think this is the best way of finding out what people really think about us because no one can easily lie when it comes to writing….this is what I believe.I still remember how I used to travel miles to find out a perfect cards for my loved ones, spending hours in the gallery to pick up the best, purchasing best pen and writing lot many things without leaving a single space on the cards was something my way of expressing emotions, although I usually make card on my own, tearing off paper over paper if  it not appears best , waking up early in the morning to collect feathers and lot many other natural stuff  from the terrace for pasting them on my handmade cards seems a sheer wastage of time for many people. But for me it was the source of contentment. Giving it best design and simultaneously hiding it from Maa’s vigilance was very tricky task of those days. I still remember one of her statement where she used to tease me like this……Dekh lo sabhi log, abhi card banaegi…phir kal ye inhi friends ke wajah se roegi…!! :-P :-D

I am not sure about my friends .But for me this is one another way of living relationships.I used to preserve memories like this.No matter whether people have chosen to stay or to move out of my life.